Hello again, blogger c:

Long time no see. I've been on tumblr the whole time, can't blame me though. It looks so much better and more people see shit you post which is pretty cool.

Rahhhhh where do I start?
So things are looking up with her, ironically the night after I start considering giving up and moving on, ha. But I do think I try too hard, with a lot of things actually. But with some things I also couldn't care less.

There are things I'd like to say but I'm wary of, which is why I'm posting on blogger rather than tumblr since it is basically deserted now.

Some friends are just bitches, whom criticise you a lot of the time.
And fuck, I think it is happening again. Like ages ago I blogged about people becoming friends with your friends and being biffles with them so they do heaps of shit together and are closer friends than you and they were, yeah kinda happening. Or it's me just being paranoid.

And I hate how everyone is two faced :c
Like you're friends with someone one minute and the next thing they hate you or are talking shit about you, when they're with others. Lameeee.

Okay now for me to rant about something. I don't want to sound bitchy even though I will, but noone will want to hear it. And it's better me posting on this than telling someone and them finding out.
So on Saturday I was like who wants to beach it after I finish work at 11? And Justin and Matt said sure. Then I get changed and shit after work, and call them up and they "forgot" even though they said so a few hours earlier. Then Louise was like Chris come to the bay! And I was like okay, but they were at Schutzenfest or whatever so I was like aww damn I'll just go home. Then turns out I got ditched for Michaela and I was like omg you guys. But on well. And today I ask if anyone wants to hang out and Justin is like bike ride but I'm like nah cbf putting my brake back on, and him and Matt went bike riding around the city. I stayed home and Justin was like beach with me and Matt! But I was like that will be boring actually, not so keen anymore. I'll blow them off, revenge! Plus they didn't have girls going, so I was like aww. But anyway Matt was just like grr on the phone. He was sounding so pretentious and egotistical and I was like well when you guys forgot to go to the beach last night I didn't get too mad, I tried to make other plans no big deal. But he was like omg Justin he is complaining about driving we're not even asking him to drive and I was like Matt I'm not talking about now, I meant last night and he's like I'm not talking to you and I tried to hang up but my phone froze so I removed the battery.

-sigh-

Wall of text for the win