I'm gonna post my tumblr post about last night's dream just because I have neglected blogger D:

Okay this was so fucking weird. I woke up from it at 8 am and was like ..woah.

It started off with me playing some online MMORPG, Forsaken World or something. Instead of Emmy, my friend Jen was coming to my grad. I asked her on chat where her address was so I could pick her up on the way to grad, and she said next to some big sign and said that I would see her there. I didn’t know where it was so I asked for her coordinates.

Then I went there but it turned into real life and I was in my backyard and people were there. Mr. Miller my Geography teacher was there and I was talking to him, and he said that my exam result was good but it wasn’t as good as he expected it to be, and then he walked off.

I don’t know what I was doing but it was on the way to Graduation I’m pretty sure. I didn’t even go in but I walked past and went around the corner to some furniture shop and I was sitting around a coffee table on my phone and there were others there talking and on their slate pcs and whatnot.

I left after a few minutes. This is the fucked part.

I walked out and saw my mum walking up a hill and she was like let’s go. And she was pushing my dad in a wheelchair. I shit bricks so hard, I was like what this can’t be happening he died years ago. He was in the chair just sitting like a vegetable and my mum said that yeah, he was a vegetable. I was like what so his brain still works he just can’t move or feel anything? And she was like yep. I asked if he could see but she was like no. So then I was like what the fuck if this happened to me I would rather someone let me die than turn into a vegetable and be like that. She was like oh sorry then. My dad then got out of his chair and like gave me a hug kinda, put his weight all on me with his arms around me. He held a fat kitchen knife or something and tried to put it in my hand. He was making slitting actions and I was like what the fuck no I’m not doing that, that’s inhumane, so I wasn’t taking the knife. Then he put half of his weight on me and held the knife up, and ws making the slitting action but then he put the knife against my throat. I could feel blood pouring down me and I was just so fucking scared. And yeah I woke up feeling so uncomfortable.